Seni \u00c7ok \u00d6zledim Yar<\/p>\n
\u00d6zledim, \u00f6zledim \u00e7ok \u00f6zledim seni y\u00e2r,<\/em><\/p>\n Sevdana talip olmu\u015fum, kevserinin ba\u015f\u0131nda bulu\u015fmaya ka\u00e7 var?<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Ey g\u00fcl y\u00fczl\u00fc peygamberim, “g\u00fcl yetimi” y\u00fcre\u011fimin sana bir mazurat\u0131 var. Bir g\u00fcn, garip bir yolcu senin isminle yakla\u015ft\u0131 yan\u0131ma, “G\u00fcl kokusu getirdim dedi mutaf diyar\u0131ndan sana.” \u0130\u015fte o anda Allah biliyor ya, y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131m ayaklar\u0131ma. Seherlerde m\u00fcbarek g\u00fcl kokunu koklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, sevdan\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fime dam\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131m an\u0131n h\u00fckm\u00fcnden beri, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n duru dura\u011f\u0131 yok bilesin…<\/em><\/p>\n .Bitmesin, hi\u00e7 bitmesin bu yang\u0131n diyen dualar\u0131m var,<\/em><\/p>\n .\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6zlemin biterse ben de biterim y\u00e2r!<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Can denizinin dalgalar\u0131 k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131ma vururken ne g\u00f6kteki y\u0131ld\u0131zlar ne de g\u00fcne\u015f bana cazip de\u011fildir art\u0131k.<\/em><\/p>\n Ben ufkuma do\u011fan ebedi g\u00fcne\u015fimin har\u0131yla sermestim her an. Hem ba\u015fka ne istenir ki o en b\u00fcy\u00fck “Y\u00c2R” dan,<\/em><\/p>\n Ey “g\u00fcl kokulum” sar beni muhabbetinle<\/em><\/p>\n sana \u00f6ks\u00fcz\u00fcm!<\/em><\/p>\n sana kimsesizim!<\/em><\/p>\n sana yetimim!<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n “\u0130hvan” demi\u015ftin ya as\u0131rlar \u00f6nce, “karde\u015flerimi \u00e7ok \u00f6zledim” demi\u015ftin ya ashab\u0131na, hen\u00fcz seni bilmeyen g\u00f6n\u00fcllere i\u015fraret buyurup. Sen ki topyek\u00fcn zaman\u0131n ve mek\u00e2n\u0131n peygamberiydin, g\u0131pta etti o g\u00fcn melekler bile bu \u00f6zlemine.Y\u00fcre\u011findeki hasreti dindiremeyen ashap, imrendi \u00f6zendi o an seni hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmeden seveceklerin c\u00fcmlesine.<\/em><\/p>\n Hani demi\u015ftin ya “M\u00fcmin umutsuz olmaz”, i\u015fte bu y\u00fczden bo\u011fdum sadr\u0131mdaki umutsuzluk denen karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131. Bu i\u015ftiyakla giyinirken divanelik g\u00f6mle\u011fini, sabr\u0131ma yolda\u015f ettim saf g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131.\u00a0\u015eimdi akl\u0131m hep sende, fikrim \u015fefaatini arzulayan suallerde.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Bilsem ah bilsem efendim, acaba karde\u015fin olmak nasip midir bana,<\/em><\/p>\n Aln\u0131mda secde ni\u015fan\u0131mla “ak bahtl\u0131 ” olarak varacak m\u0131y\u0131m kutlu divan\u0131na?\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n .<\/em><\/p>\n Ben ki, sevdan\u0131n azametini seninle tatt\u0131m efendim, seninle \u00f6\u011frendim eriyen bir mumdaki mucizevi ar\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n Peteklerden s\u0131zan bal tad\u0131ndaki s\u00f6zlerine meftun oldum da, istikbalime bu i\u015ftiyakla istikamet verdim in\u015fallah<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n Sen ki, mevcudat\u0131nla Badiye Yaylas\u0131n\u0131 bolluk ve berekete kavu\u015fturan “\u0130stikbalin \u015eanl\u0131 Sultan\u0131”,<\/em><\/p>\n Bu\u00a0 y\u00fczdendir ismini and\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n bereketine\u00a0ram olu\u015fum.<\/em><\/p>\n Bu y\u00fczdendir, yand\u0131k\u00e7a sana susay\u0131\u015f\u0131m, bir\u00a0t\u00fcrl\u00fc kanamay\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/em><\/p>\n \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n “Denizlerde su \u00e7ok olsa da barda\u011f\u0131n kadar al\u0131rs\u0131n” denir denmesine de,<\/em><\/p>\n Ben muhtac\u0131m yang\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n bereketine!<\/em><\/p>\n .<\/em><\/p>\n K\u00fcll sevda duruken c\u00fczi sevdayla niye yetineyim,<\/em><\/p>\n