{"id":9614,"date":"2014-01-09T17:02:10","date_gmt":"2014-01-09T15:02:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9614"},"modified":"2014-01-09T17:02:10","modified_gmt":"2014-01-09T15:02:10","slug":"aci-buruk-bir-ozlem-var-yuregimde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9614","title":{"rendered":"Ac\u0131 Buruk Bir \u00d6zlem Var Y\u00fcre\u011fimde"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/wp-content\/uploads\/Emine-\u00d6ZT\u00dcRK62.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-9615\" title=\"Emine \u00d6ZT\u00dcRK\" src=\"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/wp-content\/uploads\/Emine-\u00d6ZT\u00dcRK62-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a><br \/>\nAc\u0131 Buruk Bir \u00d6zlem Var Y\u00fcre\u011fimde<\/p>\n<p><em>Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar do\u011fuyor gecelerimin matemine<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Dizlerime koyup ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131,duvarda ki,resmine bak\u0131yor,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Tek bir kelime etmeden,suslara gem vuruyorum !&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Pespembe hayallerim din,\u015fimdi ise bir sen yoksun.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\/d\u00fcn;senli olan ne varsa !&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>G\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc al\u0131p gelemedin,g\u00f6n\u00fcl mabet&#8217;ime.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Sana ne diyeyim g\u00f6n\u00fcl senin g\u00f6nl\u00fcn&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A\u015fk\u0131n bencesi,ba\u015ftan s\u00f6yleyeyim saklamba\u00e7 gibi.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Neyleyim hasretim belki b\/a\u015fka baharlara, \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7ar\u0131z?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ben senden \u00e7ok mu \u015fey istedim g\u00fcl\u00fcm?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131rd\u0131n beni !&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bundan sonra kendimden ba\u015fkas\u0131 olmayacak,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bir feryatt\u0131r i\u00e7imdeki,hislerimi anlatacak kadar,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k \u00f6\u011fretir hayat\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kmaz sokaklar\u0131n\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>S\/anma ki,senden hat\u0131ra kalmaz can k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Kalemim den sitemler d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bir daha asla sevmeyece\u011fim !&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00c7aresiz boynum b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ah ile vah ile, bitti t\u00fckendi \u00f6m\u00fcr.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Yine g\u00f6zlerim doldu,yoklu\u011funa, \u015fiir yazarken.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bir u\u00e7urumun kenar\u0131nday\u0131m,sigaram\u0131n son, duman\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekerken&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bir bavul dolusu d\u00fc\u015f k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>siyah kirpiklerim de sallan\u0131rken&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Azrail&#8217;im oldun sen,topra\u011f\u0131m olup \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6rtme !&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Hani t\u00fcm mutluluklar bizimdi?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Yeminimiz aht\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131,ayr\u0131l\u0131k hesap da yoktu?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Kendim ettim kendim buldum,mutluluk benim i\u00e7in bir, hayal oldu !&#8230;<\/em><br \/>\n<em>S\u00f6yle kim,kimim var, yaralar\u0131m\u0131 saracak?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Unut beni vefa\/s\u0131z\u0131m,art\u0131k hi\u00e7 bir \u015feyin, tad\u0131 tuzu olmayacak !&#8230;\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Emine \u00d6ZT\u00dcRK(Bal\u0131m Sultan)<\/em><br \/>\n<em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.kafiye.net\">www.kafiye.net<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar do\u011fuyor gecelerimin matemine<br \/>\nDizlerime koyup ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131,duvarda ki,resmine bak\u0131yor,<br \/>\nTek bir kelime etmeden,suslara gem vuruyorum !&#8230;<br \/>\nPespembe hayallerim din,\u015fimdi ise bir sen 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