{"id":9425,"date":"2013-12-13T16:15:11","date_gmt":"2013-12-13T14:15:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9425"},"modified":"2013-12-13T16:15:11","modified_gmt":"2013-12-13T14:15:11","slug":"sahi-sucum-neydi-benim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9425","title":{"rendered":"SAH\u0130 SU\u00c7UM NEYD\u0130 BEN\u0130M?"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>SAH\u0130 SU\u00c7UM NEYD\u0130 BEN\u0130M\u00a0?<\/p>\n

Bu ak\u015fam ,<\/em>
\nBir ba\u015fka h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc,<\/em>
\nyorgun bedenimin \u00fcst\u00fcne…<\/em>
\nBen neyim,kimim?<\/em>
\nYarad\u0131l\u0131\u015f \u011fayem nedir ki benim?<\/em>
\nYaradan do\u011f demi\u015f,<\/em>
\nBen de do\u011fmu\u015fum.<\/em>
\nPeki niye k\u0131z olmu\u015fum,<\/em>
\nK\u0131z do\u011fmu\u015f’isem su\u00e7 benim mi?<\/em>
\nCinsiyetimi ben se\u00e7medim ki\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

Babam!<\/em>
\nBa\u015f\u0131 karl\u0131 y\u00fcce da\u011f\u0131m<\/em>
\nBak,<\/em>
\nBak karne’mi ald\u0131m\u00a0<\/em>
\nHem de tam be\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131.<\/em>
\nYeni okul’uma ne zaman gideriz<\/em>
\nYar\u0131n sabah kaydettirir misin yeni okuluma beni ?<\/em>
\nHadi k\u0131z ordan,<\/em>
\nOkumak kim sen kim?<\/em>
\nY\u0131k\u0131l kar\u015f\u0131m dan,dellendirme beni!<\/em>
\nK\u0131rmayay\u0131m senin kemiklerini.<\/em><\/p>\n

Anam!<\/em>
\nK\u0131nal\u0131 ellerine kurban olam!<\/em>
\nSaatlerdir dil d\u00f6k\u00fcyorum<\/em>
\nBabam beni duymuyor bile<\/em>
\nBir’\u015fey desen babama belki seni dinler.<\/em>
\nYazd\u0131rsa beni, yeni okuluma,<\/em>
\nHadi anam babamla bir konu\u015f ne olur yalvar\u0131yorum sana.<\/em>
\nHadi ordan densiz,<\/em>
\n\u0130stersen haddini a\u015fma.\u00a0<\/em>
\nDaha az\u0131k gidecek harman yerinde ki adamlara\u00a0<\/em>
\nOtur oturdu\u011fun yerde<\/em>
\nNe kald\u0131 \u015funun \u015furas\u0131n da kocaya varmana?<\/em><\/p>\n

Ablam!<\/em>
\nCan\u0131ma can bilmi\u015fim seni,<\/em>
\nSen’demi anlamazs\u0131n beni?<\/em>
\nNe de olsa sende k\u0131z’s\u0131n<\/em>
\nB\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcms\u00fcn iki kelime s\u00f6z etsen.<\/em>
\n\u00c7ocuklara bakar\u0131m,<\/em>
\n\u00c7e\u015fmeden suyu da ta\u015f\u0131r\u0131m,<\/em>
\nTamam s\u00f6z\u2026<\/em>
\nVallahi billahi yeme\u011fi de ben yapar\u0131m!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ah benim kara yaz\u0131l\u0131 bac\u0131mmm!<\/em>
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcks\u00fcn g\u00f6remezsin,<\/em>
\nAkl\u0131n ermez bilemezsin,<\/em>
\n\u015eu g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00fcne\u015f ,<\/em>
\nGece do\u011fmad\u0131ktan sonra,<\/em>
\nSen O okula gidemezsin\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

Anam!<\/em>
\nBabam!<\/em>
\n\u015eimdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da,<\/em>
\nYemek yapmad\u0131m vurdunuz.<\/em>
\n\u00c7ocuklara bakmad\u0131m d\u00f6vd\u00fcn\u00fcz…<\/em>
\nOkuma hakk\u0131m\u0131 elimden ald\u0131n\u0131z,<\/em>
\nDaha on be\u015f’ine gelmeden,<\/em>
\nYuvadan da kovdunuz….<\/em>
\nSahi akl\u0131ma gelmi\u015fken<\/em>
\nSu\u00e7um neydi benim<\/em>
\nAcaba sizler beni hi\u00e7 ama hi\u00e7 mi sevmediniz?…<\/em><\/p>\n

Safiye SAMYEL\u0130<\/em>
\nwww.kafiye.net<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bu ak\u015fam ,
\nBir ba\u015fka h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc,
\nyorgun bedenimin \u00fcst\u00fcne…
\nBen neyim,kimim?
\nYarad\u0131l\u0131\u015f \u011fayem nedir ki benim?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[345],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9425","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirlersafiyesamyeli"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9425","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9425"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9425\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9425"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9425"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9425"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}