{"id":9399,"date":"2013-12-09T15:21:22","date_gmt":"2013-12-09T13:21:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9399"},"modified":"2013-12-09T15:21:22","modified_gmt":"2013-12-09T13:21:22","slug":"ey-duyarsiz-ahraz-yar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9399","title":{"rendered":"EY DUYARSIZ AHR\u00c2Z YAR"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>EY DUYARSIZ AHR\u00c2Z YAR<\/p>\n<p><em>Ars\u0131z kalemim suspus etti beni yine dilim l\u00e2l .<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Kan\u0131rtt\u0131 sayfalar\u0131m\u0131 ayartt\u0131 lacivert gecelerimi.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcms\u00fcz bulmacalar\u0131m uzanm\u0131\u015f gecemin kuca\u011f\u0131na\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Gurbetimin esaretinde seb\u00eel s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerim.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>D\u0131\u015f\u0131m s\u00fck\u00fbt c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u0130\u00e7im bilmem hangi akrebin k\u0131skac\u0131nda can verecek.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Sanc\u0131lar\u0131m amans\u0131z ,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Odamda bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc kopamayan k\u0131y\u00e2met\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u0130sr\u00e2f\u00eel s\u00fbra ha \u00fcfledi, ha \u00fcfleyecek.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bo\u011fulsa \u00f6zlemlerim art\u0131k h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n denizlerde,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bir k\u0131z\u0131l u\u00e7urtmaya tak\u0131lsa visalim, u\u00e7uverse g\u00f6klere.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ey benim s\u0131rna\u015f\u0131k yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n elini ver tutay\u0131m.\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Hani ya umars\u0131z yar , nerdesin \u015fimdi nerde?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ku\u015f t\u00fcy\u00fc yast\u0131klarda bilmem hangi d\u00fc\u015flerde ?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Gece bo\u011fuk sesiyle h\u00fczzam eser ge\u00e7iyor.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Sensizlik d\u00f6nencelerinde fink at\u0131yor zaman.\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Akrep yelkovan\u0131n bilmem ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 tav\u00e2f\u0131nda.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Tan vakti \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcyor art\u0131k tela\u015fta gecem.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Soyunup urbas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak f\u0131rlatt\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme.\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Detone notalar do sesi vuruyor duvarlar\u0131ma.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Mahrem dizelerime,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Bir deli fi\u015fek misali Vurur da vurur hasret.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Ey benim daral mecburiyetim&#8230;!<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00d6l\u00fc topra\u011f\u0131 m\u0131 serpildi \u00fczerine?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Lambas\u0131n\u0131n gaz\u0131 bitmi\u015f can \u00e7eki\u015fen gecem..!<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Y\u00fcr\u00fc, sen de \u00e7ek git art\u0131k kuytu izbelerine.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>B\u0131rak beni sol yan\u0131mdaki yang\u0131nlar\u0131mla kendi halime.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Aln\u0131ma vurulmu\u015f sorgusuz ferm\u00e2nlar\u0131m&#8230;!<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Siz de kurdu\u011funuz dara\u011fac\u0131na tez g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn beni.\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Raz\u0131y\u0131m cellat, ge\u00e7ir boynuma ya\u011fl\u0131 ilme\u011fini,<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00c7ek urgan\u0131m\u0131,\u00a0<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Durma hadi vur sehpaya tekmeni.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Nerelerdesin umars\u0131z yar?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Hangi a\u015f\u0131lmaz da\u011flar\u0131n ard\u0131nda saklanmada, fir\u00e2ks\u0131n., ?<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Yeti\u015f son nefesime<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00d6l\u00fcmlerden \u00f6l\u00fcm be\u011fendim , gecenin son deminde.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Azrail leblerime b\u00fbseler konduruyor ard\u0131ard\u0131na.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>Yoklu\u011funun katline mermi s\u0131kt\u0131 seviler.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>K\u0131rk har\u00e2mi tepi\u015fiyor aln\u0131m\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm secde yerimde.\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ey duyars\u0131z, ahr\u00e2z yar!<\/em><br \/>\n<em>D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm kuyulardan Yusuf niyetine \u00e7\u0131kar beni .<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00c7ek al y\u00fcrek bat\u0131m\u0131 i\u011fnelerden ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim sensizli\u011fi .<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Sevim \u00c7i\u00e7ek Karadeniz<\/em><br \/>\n<em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.kafiye.net\/\">www.kafiye.net<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ars\u0131z kalemim suspus etti beni yine dilim l\u00e2l .<br \/>\nKan\u0131rtt\u0131 sayfalar\u0131m\u0131 ayartt\u0131 lacivert gecelerimi.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6z\u00fcms\u00fcz bulmacalar\u0131m uzanm\u0131\u015f gecemin kuca\u011f\u0131na<br \/>\nGurbetimin esaretinde seb\u00eel 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