MUTLU A\u015eK YOK DERLER<\/p>\n
Mutlu a\u015fk yoktur derler..<\/em> D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fc a\u015fk insan\u0131 eninde sonun da mutlu mu eder mutsuz mu?<\/em><\/p>\n A\u015fk nas\u0131l ya\u015fan\u0131rsa ya\u015fans\u0131n bence sonunda mutsuz eder. A\u015fk\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131 G\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 gibi sihirlidir. Ya\u015famayan da bu cazip edici anlar\u0131 ya\u015famak, ya\u015fay\u0131p ac\u0131 \u00e7ekende tekrar tekrar ya\u015famak ister. Sarma\u015f\u0131k gibi sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r t\u00fcm bedeni. Akrep zehrini ak\u0131tm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.\u00a0<\/em>
\nBunun tersini arars\u0131n her dakika, her an.<\/em>
\nAkl\u0131ndan binlerce senaryo ge\u00e7er, binlerce a\u015fk ya\u015fars\u0131n bir bakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n ki kollar\u0131n bom bo\u015f yine.<\/em>
\nG\u00fcnlerce kafanda kurgulars\u0131n ilk bulu\u015fmay\u0131, g\u00fcnlerce prova yapars\u0131n ayna kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda heyecan\u0131n\u0131 atmak i\u00e7in ama yan\u0131na gitti\u011finde konu\u015famazs\u0131n yine.<\/em>
\n\u0130\u00e7in k\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131rd\u0131r anlatacaklar\u0131n yanarda\u011f gibi dilinin ucundad\u0131r ama ya kaybedersem korkusu birden sar\u0131verir t\u00fcm y\u00fcre\u011fini ve kelimeleri hapsedersin t\u00fcm i\u00e7ten \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klara ra\u011fmen s\u00f6zc\u00fckler kirpiklerine nem olur kal\u0131r g\u00f6zlerinde.<\/em>
\nBunca ac\u0131, bunca a\u015fka sanc\u0131 yine de mutsuz etmez seni.<\/em>
\nAkl\u0131na geldi mi sevdan y\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir tebess\u00fcm olur g\u00f6zler kopar bu d\u00fcnyadan a\u015fk\u0131n kollar\u0131na yol al\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nTitrersin ac\u0131r her yan\u0131n kopars\u0131n d\u00fcnyadan ama ufukta da olsa ko\u015fars\u0131n yine ona.<\/em>
\nA\u015fk i\u00e7in al\u0131nan her nefes, sana can m\u0131 katar can\u0131ndan al\u0131p \u00f6l\u00fcme mi katar?<\/em>
\nA\u015fk ac\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrse de seni her an sen \u00f6ld\u00fcremezsin onu hi\u00e7bir zaman….<\/em><\/p>\n