{"id":9237,"date":"2013-11-14T13:01:17","date_gmt":"2013-11-14T11:01:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9237"},"modified":"2013-11-14T13:01:17","modified_gmt":"2013-11-14T11:01:17","slug":"el-hasib","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9237","title":{"rendered":"El HAS\u00eeB"},"content":{"rendered":"

El HAS\u00eeB
\n<\/strong><\/p>\n

Kantinde herkes kendi \u00e2lemindeydi. Kimisi yan\u0131ndakine, geciken k\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ihmalk\u00e2r davran\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan yak\u0131n\u0131yor, kimisi derslerin s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00f6z ediyor, kimisi de paras\u0131n\u0131 yetirememekten \u015fik\u00e2yet ediyordu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Hava, mevsim normallerinin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, so\u011fuk ve ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131yd\u0131. Ya\u011fmur damlalar\u0131, bu\u011fulanan camlara yar\u0131\u015f\u0131rcas\u0131na vuruyor, \u00e7arpt\u0131klar\u0131 yerde birle\u015ferek a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya iniyorlard\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n

Mahir, pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde ayakta, elleri ceplerinde, bir s\u00fcre dalg\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flarla onlar\u0131 seyrettikten sonra yan\u0131m\u0131za d\u00f6nd\u00fc, Or\u00e7un\u2019un y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakarak:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00f6r\u00fcyor musun, damlalar\u0131?\u201d dedi. O da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rarak, ne demek istedi\u011fini anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rcas\u0131na bakt\u0131 ve s\u00f6z\u00fcn devam\u0131n\u0131 bekler bir pozisyon ald\u0131. Boks\u00f6r, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli bir bi\u00e7imde:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cBirka\u00e7 dakika i\u00e7inde \u015fu cama d\u00fc\u015fen damlalar\u0131n miktar\u0131n\u0131 tahmin etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m da… Akl\u0131m yetmedi! Sonra, yery\u00fcz\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015fen ya\u011f\u0131\u015f miktar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bir metrek\u00fcpte ka\u00e7 damla olabilece\u011fini…\u201d Or\u00e7un, endi\u015feli g\u00f6r\u00fcnerek:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cO\u011flum, sen kafay\u0131 m\u0131 yedin? Ba\u015fka i\u015fin mi yok? Sakal\u0131na boncuk dizen, p\u00f6stekisinin k\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 sayan Deli \u0130brahim gibi…\u201d dedi ve buna bir anlam verememi\u015f gibi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallayarak: \u201cAllah Allah! Ya…\u201d diye devam edecekti ki \u0130hsan s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kesti:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201c\u00d6yle deme arkada\u015f, ya! Ya\u011fmur taneleri g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden say\u0131yla iniyormu\u015f. Yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ihtiyac\u0131na g\u00f6re\u2026 Allah halk ettiklerine merhametinden, birle\u015fmemeleri i\u00e7in onlar\u0131 birbirlerine de\u011fdirmeden, onca yolu damlalar halinde kat ettiriyormu\u015f. Bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsene! Bunlar birle\u015ferek gelse ne olur!.. Ne cam kal\u0131r ne \u00e7er\u00e7eve!.. Evlerimizi ba\u015flar\u0131m\u0131za y\u0131kar, Alimallah!..\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cKar tanecikleri de \u00f6yle\u2026 Hem biri di\u011ferine benzemiyormu\u015f. Binlercesi incelenmi\u015f, birbirine t\u0131pat\u0131p benzeyenine rastlanmam\u0131\u015f. Bu nas\u0131l bir tasar\u0131m!.. Nas\u0131l bir sanat!.. G\u00f6zler, parmak izleri, sesler\u2026 Bir yaprak, di\u011ferinin; bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek, benzerinin ayn\u0131 de\u011fil!\u201d dedim. Bilmeyen yoktu ama heyecan i\u00e7inde tekrarlay\u0131verdim i\u015fte! Sonra tepkilerini \u00f6\u011frenmek amac\u0131yla olsa gerek, gayri ihtiyari masadakilerin y\u00fczlerine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark ettim. Behice, ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131p, k\u0131s\u0131k g\u00f6zlerini Mahir\u2019e dikerek: <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cSay\u0131s\u0131z insan, hayvan, bitki; say\u0131s\u0131z \u00e7i\u00e7ek, yaprak var oluyor, yok oluyor. Tabiat anan\u0131n i\u015fine ak\u0131l s\u0131r ermez! O say\u0131lar\u0131 fazla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme! Akl\u0131n\u0131 oynat\u0131rs\u0131n, Maazallah!\u201d dedi. Muhatab\u0131 k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 oldu. Elini masaya vurarak:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cElimden bir kaza \u00e7\u0131kacak!.. Sen ne bi\u00e7im k\u0131zs\u0131n yahu! Hem \u201cTabiat ana\u2026\u201d diyorsun hem \u201cMaazallah\u2026\u201d \u0130nanc\u0131na ters d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n? Yani inan\u00e7s\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na…\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cYa, a\u011f\u0131z al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u015fte! Ne diyeyim?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cMadem Allah\u2019a inanm\u0131yorsun, o zaman \u201cMaaztabiat\u201d de! Soyutla kendini, ona s\u0131\u011f\u0131n! Seni tabiat muhafaza etsin!\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cMaaztabiat m\u0131?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cEvet\u2026 \u201cTabiata emanet ol! Tabiata \u0131smarlad\u0131k! Tabiat raz\u0131 olsun!\u201d Falan da diyebilirsin.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cOlur mu \u00f6yle \u015fey, ya?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cHer \u015feyi yaratan o anansa, olur. Tabiat anan\u0131 yaratan kim acaba?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201c\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cSeni de mostral\u0131k yaratm\u0131\u015f. Ak\u0131ll\u0131lar\u0131 fark ettirmek i\u00e7in. Denge sa\u011flans\u0131n\u2026 \u0130nsan\u0131 yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi \u015feytan\u0131 da yaratt\u0131 ya\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cNe dedi \u015fimdi bu?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cAllah ak\u0131l fikir versin sana! \u0130zan versin! Islah etsin! \u0130slam\u2019la \u015fereflendirsin! Salihalardan olas\u0131n! Daha ne diyeyim?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cSenin gibi p\u00f6steki say\u0131yorum, de\u011fil mi? Onun i\u00e7in ak\u0131ls\u0131z\u0131m! Benim akl\u0131m bana yeter! Ondan bundan ak\u0131l \u00f6\u011frenecek de\u011filim! Akl\u0131m alm\u0131yorsa alm\u0131yor! Ne var bunda?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cYedi kat yerin alt\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc, yedi kat g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn tamam\u0131n\u0131 molek\u00fcl molek\u00fcl, h\u00fccre h\u00fccre say\u0131yla yaratan ve her yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131na dair her \u015feyi en ince ayr\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131na, atomlar\u0131n\u0131n, elektronlar\u0131n\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131na kadar bilen Allah-\u00fc Teala\u2019n\u0131n ilmine de sanat\u0131na da ak\u0131l s\u0131r ermez! D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcklerimin bir par\u00e7as\u0131nda olanlar\u0131 saymaya, bildi\u011fim say\u0131lar yetmez! Ben saym\u0131yor, sayam\u0131yorum! Sadece tefekk\u00fcr ediyor, hayretten hayrette ge\u00e7iyorum!\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cYahu, b\u0131rak \u015fimdi \u015fu k\u0131zla u\u011fra\u015fmay\u0131! O, o \u00e7amurlu sudan \u00e7ok i\u00e7mi\u015f. \u0130man\u0131 bulanm\u0131\u015f. Zamanla durulur. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00f6rebildi\u011fimiz y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 bile saymam\u0131z m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil! Sadece Samanyolu\u2019nda, tahminen ka\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131z var, biliyor musun?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cBinlerce\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cNe bini, ne milyonu\u2026 Bir galakside, ortalama bir milyar y\u0131ld\u0131z var! Bir de onlar\u0131n molek\u00fclleri, elekronlar\u0131\u2026 Allah, her \u015feyin hesab\u0131n\u0131 bilir, yaratt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lar. Hesab\u0131 seri olarak g\u00f6rendir. Her \u015feyi saym\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na bilen, insanlar\u0131 hesaba \u00e7eken… Has\u00eeb\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cSayma say\u0131lar\u0131 yeti\u015fir mi b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 saymaya? Ak\u0131llara durgunluk!\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201dAllah, say\u0131sal de\u011ferlerin tamam\u0131n\u0131, sonucu hesaplanarak kavranacak ne kadar miktar varsa tamam\u0131n\u0131, hi\u00e7bir i\u015flem yapmaya gerek duymadan, do\u011frudan do\u011fruya ve apa\u00e7\u0131k bilir.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cBiz, her g\u00fcn ders almakta oldu\u011fumuz ve o kadar \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z halde matematikten yaka silkiyoruz!\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cO\u2019nun ilmi, kayda \u015farta, \u00f6\u011frenme s\u00fcrecine, tefekk\u00fcre veya ba\u015fka bir i\u015fleme ba\u011fl\u0131 de\u011fil, do\u011frudand\u0131r. Hem, Allah Seri-ul Hisapt\u0131r! Hesab\u0131, seri bir \u015fekilde g\u00f6ren\u2026\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cHasib ismi, hesaba \u00e7ekilece\u011fimizi mi g\u00f6sterir?\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cAllah bu s\u0131fat\u0131yla, zat\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 \u015fekilde vas\u0131fland\u0131r\u0131yor. Hasib, yani hesaba \u00e7eken\u2026 Seriul-hisab, hesab\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00e7abuk g\u00f6ren\u2026 Esrau\u2019l-H\u00e2sbin, hesab g\u00f6renlerin en \u00e7abuk olan\u0131\u2026\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201dBu hesaba \u00e7ekme, ahrette olacak, de\u011fil mi?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cHay\u0131r. Sadece ahrette de\u011fil\u2026 Her an her yarat\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n hesab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmekte, ba\u015fka bir merhaleye ge\u00e7irmektedir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc O, kimin ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, en ince teferruat\u0131na kadar bilir. Bizi hesaba \u00e7ekecek, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 adil bir bi\u00e7imde verecektir. Hesap g\u00f6r\u00fcc\u00fc olarak Allah yeter.” <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201dNefeslerimiz say\u0131l\u0131\u2026 Att\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her ad\u0131mdan haberdar\u2026\u201d Elindeki s\u00f6zl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmakta olan Or\u00e7un:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cHas\u00eeb; \u2018k\u00e2fi gelen, yeten\u2019 anlam\u0131na da geliyormu\u015f.\u201d diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201dEvet. Bir anlam\u0131 da odur. \u201cHasbiyallahu l\u00e2 il\u00e2he illa hu\u201d demek, \u201cAllah bana yeter, O\u2019ndan ba\u015fka il\u00e2h yoktur.\u201d demektir. “Y\u00e2 Hasib” demeye devam eden, k\u00f6t\u00fc g\u00f6zden ve zalimin zulm\u00fcnden korunur, duas\u0131 ge\u00e7kin olur.\u201d Behice:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cYa, \u00f6yle mi? Ben de s\u00f6yleyeyim bari! Belki matemati\u011fim kuvvetlenir. Akl\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131ma gelir de inananlardan olurum.\u201d diye g\u00fclerek tekrarlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131: \u201cYa Hasip, Ya hasip, Ya Hasip\u2026\u201d Arada kendi kendisine konu\u015fuyordu: \u201cHer \u015feyin hesab\u0131n\u0131 biliyormu\u015f. Nas\u0131l biliyor? O kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey var ki! Hangi birini\u2026 Allah Allah!..\u201d <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201c\u00d6l\u00fcnceye kadar izinlisin! Sorgu sual yok! \u0130stedi\u011fin gibi konu\u015f! A\u011fz\u0131na geleni s\u00f6yle!.. \u0130stersen ink\u00e2r et!.. O\u2019nun ilahl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bir \u015fey eksilmez! Kendine edersin!.. Ne zamana kadar inanmayacaks\u0131n? O\u2019nu, t\u00fcm ha\u015fmetiyle g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn zamana, en fazla ha\u015fre kadar\u2026 O zaman, art\u0131k inanmak zorunda de\u011filsin, zaten g\u00f6receksin! G\u00f6receksin o zaman! G\u00f6rece\u011fiz\u2026\u201d diyordu ki Mahir, Behice, akl\u0131na bir \u015fey gelivermi\u015f gibi dikkat kesildi:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cYa \u00e7ocuklar\u2026 \u015eimdi hat\u0131rlad\u0131m!.. Benim mahkemem ne g\u00fcnd\u00fc? Gelecek ay\u0131n be\u015finde diye biliyorum. Bir bakay\u0131m da\u2026 Sak\u0131n yar\u0131n olmas\u0131n! Bug\u00fcn d\u00f6rd\u00fc\u2026\u201d diye \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p, not defterini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Birka\u00e7 saniye sonra k\u0131s\u0131k g\u00f6zlerini zorlay\u0131p kocaman kocaman a\u00e7arak: <\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cA!.. Tesad\u00fcfe bak\u0131n!.. \u0130nanaca\u011f\u0131m neredeyse!.. Hat\u0131rlatt\u0131, ya! Yar\u0131nm\u0131\u015f! Bak sen \u015fu i\u015fe! Hi\u00e7 akl\u0131mda de\u011fildi! K\u00fclliyen unutmu\u015ftum!\u201d dedi. Sonra ayn\u0131 y\u00fcz ifadesiyle Mahir\u2019in g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakarak sordu: \u201cZaman da m\u0131 hesaba d\u00e2hil?\u201d S\u00f6zle\u015fmi\u015f gibi hep bir a\u011f\u0131zdan tek kelimeyle cevaplad\u0131k:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cNas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Onur B\u0130LGE
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Kantinde herkes kendi \u00e2lemindeydi. Kimisi yan\u0131ndakine, geciken k\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ihmalk\u00e2r davran\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan yak\u0131n\u0131yor, kimisi derslerin s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00f6z ediyor, kimisi de paras\u0131n\u0131 yetirememekten \u015fik\u00e2yet ediyordu.<\/p>\n

Hava, mevsim normallerinin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, so\u011fuk ve ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131yd\u0131. Ya\u011fmur damlalar\u0131, bu\u011fulanan camlara yar\u0131\u015f\u0131rcas\u0131na vuruyor, \u00e7arpt\u0131klar\u0131 yerde birle\u015ferek a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya iniyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":83,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[203],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9237","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-oykuleronurbilge"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9237","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/83"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9237"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9237\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9237"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9237"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9237"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}