{"id":9088,"date":"2013-10-27T11:53:55","date_gmt":"2013-10-27T09:53:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9088"},"modified":"2013-10-27T11:53:55","modified_gmt":"2013-10-27T09:53:55","slug":"yalnizligimda-dile-geldi-turkuler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=9088","title":{"rendered":"Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Dile Geldi T\u00fcrk\u00fcler"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/wp-content\/uploads\/Emine-\u00d6ZT\u00dcRK56.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-9089\" title=\"Emine \u00d6ZT\u00dcRK\" src=\"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/wp-content\/uploads\/Emine-\u00d6ZT\u00dcRK56-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a>Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda Dile Geldi T\u00fcrk\u00fcler<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Sa\u011f\u0131r bir sessizlik i\u00e7inde, doya doya, kana kana susuyorum! \u0130\u015fte bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc daha s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum, avaz\u0131m \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar susarak. Demli bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131klara, bir daha hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmasam diyorum. Ve sussam sussam, ebediyete kadar. Hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmasam&#8230; Bir sat\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131nda birden, kalemim ola bildi\u011fince konu\u015fsa. Ezberimde kalsa t\u00fcm t\u00fcrk\u00fcler, s\u00f6ylesem uzaklara gitse sesim, konu\u015fmasam sussam&#8230; Nakarat\u0131nday\u0131m, beni bu gece dehlizlere s\u00fcr\u00fckleyen t\u00fcrk\u00fclerin&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>T\u00fcrk\u00fclerin a\u011f\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 tek ba\u015f\u0131ma yap\u0131yorum, T\u00fcm \u015fehir duydu beni, bir tek siz duymad\u0131n\u0131z! \u015eiir kokan KALEM\u0130M\u0130 ellerim tuttu, yazma dedim yazmaaa! G\u00f6zlerimin siyah\u0131ndan i\u00e7tim, ezgilerin ninnisi e\u015fli\u011fin de, Ben bu t\u00fcrk\u00fcleri hangi dipsiz kuyulara atay\u0131m da, feryad\u0131 figan\u0131m sussun? Kanad\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131k ku\u015flar\u0131n gagalar\u0131nda, selam\u0131m ula\u015fs\u0131n her bir, h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc notaya&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Haydi diyorum sana, gidelim, h\u00fczn\u00fcm topla p\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 p\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131, Hatalar insanlara mahsus, affet beni yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m affet. Art\u0131k tek ba\u015f\u0131ma s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum ezgileri, birle\u015ftiremiyorum, ayr\u0131lan elleri! \u0130nand\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u015fk s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerini kald\u0131rd\u0131m, anneannemin \u00e7eyiz sand\u0131\u011f\u0131na. \u0130syan perdesini indirdim, yoksa firar edip ka\u00e7acak, ba\u011f bozumu gecelere, Grameri bozuk \u015fiirlere at\u0131yorum kendimi, hangi k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klara teslim ettim ben beni?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Fasl-\u0131 \u015fahane y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131\u015flar, u\u011fruna d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 terk etmedi gitti. Bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc daha \u00e7\u0131nlar kulaklar\u0131m da&#8221;A L I \u015e A M A D I M, HALA UNUTULMAYA&#8221; bir nefeslik sigaraya g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerimi hacizledim, yaln\u0131zlar r\u0131ht\u0131m\u0131n da, sahillere vuran dalgay\u0131m art\u0131k!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>C a n \u0131 m yand\u0131 dokunamad\u0131m can\u0131na, sessizli\u011fim de dile geldi t\u00fcrk\u00fcler.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Emine \u00d6ZT\u00dcRK<\/em><br \/>\n<em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.kafiye.net\">www.kafiye.net<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sa\u011f\u0131r bir sessizlik i\u00e7inde, doya doya, kana kana susuyorum! \u0130\u015fte bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc daha s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum, avaz\u0131m \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar susarak. Demli bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131klara, bir daha hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmasam diyorum. Ve sussam sussam, ebediyete kadar. Hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmasam&#8230; Bir sat\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131nda birden, kalemim ola bildi\u011fince konu\u015fsa. Ezberimde kalsa t\u00fcm t\u00fcrk\u00fcler, s\u00f6ylesem uzaklara gitse sesim, konu\u015fmasam sussam&#8230; Nakarat\u0131nday\u0131m, beni bu gece dehlizlere s\u00fcr\u00fckleyen t\u00fcrk\u00fclerin&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[291],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9088","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-denemeleremineozturk"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9088","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9088"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9088\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9088"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9088"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9088"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}