{"id":8983,"date":"2013-10-24T09:03:20","date_gmt":"2013-10-24T07:03:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=8983"},"modified":"2013-10-24T09:03:20","modified_gmt":"2013-10-24T07:03:20","slug":"ask-olsun-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=8983","title":{"rendered":"A\u015eK OLSUN"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"\"<\/a>A\u015eK OLSUN<\/p>\n

Sizi bir cadde boyu a\u011flayarak y\u00fcr\u00fcmek zorunda b\u0131rakan bir adam\u0131 asla affetmeyin.\u00a0 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ayn\u0131 \u015feyi en az bir kere daha yapacak. <\/em> Bir cadde daha \u0131slanacak, bir s\u00fcr\u00fc insan merakla y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcze bakarken.\u00a0 Bana \u00f6yle oldu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.\u00a0 Bana \u00f6yle \u00f6ld\u00fc, o adam, bu g\u00fcn…. <\/em> Bende \u00f6ld\u00fc.\u00a0 Bu durum beni a\u011fr\u0131yan kollar\u0131mla yazmaya itiyor, uyuz bir it gibi kimsesiz ve halsizim.\u00a0 Ben bu g\u00fcn koca bir caddeyi a\u011flayarak ge\u00e7tim.\u00a0 Koca koca insanlar vard\u0131 yolumun \u00fczerinde,\u00a0 Hi\u00e7birine ald\u0131rmadan, hepsine \u00e7arparak ge\u00e7tim.\u00a0 R\u00fczgar y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yalad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda iki kat \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc y\u00fcz\u00fcm \u0131slakt\u0131,\u00a0\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc r\u00fczgar\u0131n hangi y\u00f6nden esti\u011fini anlamak i\u00e7in bir parmak \u0131slat\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. <\/em>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc y\u00fcz\u00fcm yolunu \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f bir kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcyd\u00fc, sanc\u0131yd\u0131. Sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi de\u011fildi ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n

Yani \u015funu demek istiyorum; hi\u00e7bir kad\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 semtin caddesini h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar e\u015fli\u011finde a\u011flayarak y\u00fcr\u00fcmek zorunda b\u0131rak\u0131lacak kadar a\u011f\u0131r cezaland\u0131r\u0131lmamal\u0131. G\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz kollar\u0131 varsa hele.\u00a0 Hele yorgunsa evvelsi g\u00fcnden.\u00a0 Ta\u015f\u0131yam\u0131yorsa telefonunu bile, a\u011f\u0131r geliyorsa bileklerine…<\/em><\/p>\n

A\u011flarken kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7meye kalk\u0131\u015f\u0131lmamal\u0131 bir de.\u00a0 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu\u011fulu g\u00f6zleriyle bazen arabalar\u0131 fark edemiyor insan.\u00a0 Bazen baz\u0131 arabalar h\u0131zl\u0131 geliyor kar\u015f\u0131dan.\u00a0 Baz\u0131 arabalar \u00e7ok g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fcyd\u00fc, beynimin i\u00e7inde \u00e7al\u0131p duran \u015fark\u0131dan.\u00a0 O de\u011fil de, daha evvel sordu\u011fum sorular\u0131 bir bu\u00e7uk y\u0131l \u00fcst\u00fcne tekrarl\u0131yorum efendiler;\u00a0 Daha ka\u00e7 kez yar\u0131 yolda b\u0131rak\u0131lmay\u0131 g\u00f6ze alabilir bir insan? <\/em> Ve ka\u00e7 kez susarak \u00e7\u00f6kertilir bir lisan?\u00a0 Bunun bir s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 yok mudur?\u00a0 Boynu yuva kokan bir adam nas\u0131l olur da unutulur? <\/em> Onun yoklu\u011funa ne “zaman” ne de “ba\u015fka bir adam” iyi gelmiyorsa,\u00a0 Onsuz iyile\u015fmiyorsa bu yara,\u00a0 Benim g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmdeki papatya, nas\u0131l kurutulur?<\/em><\/p>\n

“Bo\u011faz\u0131ma d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenen ad\u0131n\u0131n kronikle\u015fti\u011fi sanr\u0131s\u0131nday\u0131m.\u00a0 Buna doktorlar “hastal\u0131k” diyorlar, do\u011frudur.\u00a0 Fakat hastal\u0131\u011fa ad\u0131n\u0131n verilmeyi\u015finden ho\u015fnutsuzum.\u00a0 Gidiyorsun.\u00a0 Olsun.\u00a0 Umar\u0131m, benden ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir kad\u0131n\u0131n senin vatan\u0131n olamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorsundur.”\u00a0 Diyemedi\u011fim bir adam var.\u00a0 Ona diyemedi\u011fim \u00e7ok \u015fey var.\u00a0 Say\u0131s\u0131z kumbaray\u0131 dolduracak kadar, birikiyorum.<\/em>
\n Bir g\u00fcn ya ta\u015faca\u011f\u0131m ya ta\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m benim d\u00fcnyam\u0131n Kabe’si olan boynunu, bilmiyorum.<\/em><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m, omuz \u00e7ukurlar\u0131nda g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 biriktirdi\u011fim tek adam\u0131 benden yine ald\u0131n;<\/em>
\n “A\u015fk” olsun!<\/em><\/p>\n

-Mavi Tu\u011fba Karademir<\/em>
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Sizi bir cadde boyu a\u011flayarak y\u00fcr\u00fcmek zorunda b\u0131rakan bir adam\u0131 asla affetmeyin. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ayn\u0131 \u015feyi en az bir kere daha yapacak. Bir cadde daha \u0131slanacak, bir s\u00fcr\u00fc insan merakla y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcze bakarken. Bana \u00f6yle oldu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Bana \u00f6yle \u00f6ld\u00fc, o adam, bu g\u00fcn…. Bende \u00f6ld\u00fc. Bu durum beni a\u011fr\u0131yan kollar\u0131mla yazmaya itiyor, uyuz bir it gibi kimsesiz ve halsizim. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[312],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8983","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-denemelertugbakarademir"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8983","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8983"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8983\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8983"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8983"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8983"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}