{"id":8892,"date":"2013-10-20T17:13:02","date_gmt":"2013-10-20T15:13:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=8892"},"modified":"2013-10-20T17:13:02","modified_gmt":"2013-10-20T15:13:02","slug":"can-dedim-canimi-aldin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=8892","title":{"rendered":"Can Dedim Can\u0131m\u0131 Ald\u0131n"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>Can Dedim Can\u0131m\u0131 Ald\u0131n<\/p>\n

Sitem dolu s\u00f6zlerime, <\/em>
\nH\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. <\/em>
\nVe sana olan, son s\u00f6zlerimi, <\/em>
\nBir ka\u011f\u0131da karal\u0131yorum. <\/em><\/p>\n

Oku can oku! <\/em><\/p>\n

Seni terk etmenin vebali \u00fcst\u00fcmde, <\/em>
\nBenli\u011fimi idam sehpas\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131m! <\/em>
\nBir g\u00fcn, ecel bana dokunacak. <\/em>
\n\u0130\u015fte o zaman! <\/em>
\nNaa\u015f\u0131m s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken d\u00f6rt kolda, <\/em>
\nEyvah deme! <\/em>
\n\u00dcz\u00fclme \u00f6ld\u00fc diye, g\u00fcl, g\u00fcl ki; <\/em>
\nG\u00fclmelerinden vicdans\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, <\/em>
\nD\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn cans\u0131z bedenime! <\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00fcnahkar beni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme! <\/em>
\nA\u015fk\u0131n saf masumiyetinde, <\/em>
\nT\u00fcm onurumu kaybetmenin, <\/em>
\nIst\u0131rab\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015farken, <\/em>
\nBel ki bu g\u00fcn, bel ki yar\u0131n, <\/em>
\nBel ki de \u015fimdi \u015furac\u0131kta, <\/em>
\nRuhumu teslim edece\u011fim. <\/em>
\nVe <\/em>
\nRuhum azapta nurlanacak. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fck suyundan i\u00e7emeden, <\/em>
\nA\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 sonsuzlu\u011fa ta\u015f\u0131yamadan, <\/em>
\nBir insan g\u00f6\u00e7ecek, bu alemden! <\/em><\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyay\u0131 tersine \u00e7evirsen de, <\/em>
\nBin kez, af dilesen de, <\/em>
\nBana hayat dilensen de, <\/em>
\nGeri getirmek kolay m\u0131 san\u0131rs\u0131n? <\/em>
\nGidenler geri gelmiyor! <\/em><\/p>\n

Can dedim, can\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131n! <\/em>
\nYar dedim, u\u00e7urumlardan att\u0131n! <\/em>
\nA\u015fk verdim, umutsuzlu\u011fa f\u0131rlatt\u0131n! <\/em>
\n\u015eimdi can\u0131ma, \u00f6l\u00fcm katt\u0131n! <\/em><\/p>\n

A\u015fk\u0131n i\u00e7in, sava\u015ft\u0131m, <\/em>
\nKendimi bile a\u015ft\u0131m! <\/em>
\nYarim diye diye, <\/em>
\nCihan\u2019\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131m. <\/em>
\nNe sana, nede hi\u00e7 bir kimseye, <\/em>
\n\u0130\u00e7imde ki yaram\u0131 anlatamad\u0131m. <\/em>
\nDoktorlar da \u00e7are bulamaz. <\/em><\/p>\n

Ben sava\u015fmaktan bitap d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. <\/em>
\nYaral\u0131y\u0131m ve yaram kan\u0131yor. <\/em>
\nBel ki de a\u015fk i\u00e7in, <\/em>
\n\u0130lk \u015fehit ben olaca\u011f\u0131m! <\/em><\/p>\n

Daha ne yazay\u0131m? <\/em>
\nDaha ne \u00f6mr\u00fcm kald\u0131 ki; <\/em>
\nDaha nice s\u00f6zler var da, <\/em>
\nAnlamazs\u0131n sen can anlamazs\u0131n! <\/em><\/p>\n

Benim gibi, bir g\u00fcn, a\u015fka tutsak olursan, <\/em>
\n\u0130\u015fte o zaman anlars\u0131n! <\/em>
\nSon nefesimde bile, ben seni sevece\u011fim can! <\/em>
\nLakin asla bir daha, sana d\u00f6nmeyece\u011fim! <\/em>
\n\u0130\u00e7imi yakan g\u00f6zlerine bakmayaca\u011f\u0131m. <\/em>
\nBedenimi \u00fc\u015f\u00fcten s\u00f6zlerine kanmayaca\u011f\u0131m. <\/em><\/p>\n

V\u00fccut iklimin senin r\u00fczgar\u0131nda, <\/em>
\nFelaket girdab\u0131nda, de\u011fi\u015fime u\u011frad\u0131. <\/em>
\nYa\u015fland\u0131m, yoruldum, yittim be can yittim. <\/em>
\nAynalara k\u00fcs\u00fcp, bakmaz oldum. <\/em><\/p>\n

S\u00f6yle! … \u015eimdi kaybetti\u011fim benli\u011fimi, <\/em>
\nBana geri kim verecek? <\/em>
\nNe kadar adres de\u011fi\u015ftirsem de, <\/em>
\nT\u00fcm adresler sende son buluyor ya! <\/em>
\nCan! Seni bana kim unutturacak? <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6zemedi\u011fim senli bulmacada, <\/em>
\nAkl\u0131m\u0131 kaybedece\u011fim. <\/em>
\nGizlendi\u011fim k\u00f6\u015felerde, her karanl\u0131kta, <\/em>
\nAyd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 m\u0131 kovaca\u011f\u0131m? <\/em><\/p>\n

S\u00f6yle! Can bir \u00e7are s\u00f6yle! <\/em><\/p>\n

Masal yazsam bile, <\/em>
\nSeni, bizi anlatamam. <\/em>
\nEn iyisi, sitemde yanm\u0131\u015f, <\/em>
\nBembeyaz ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131ma d\u00f6k\u00fclen, <\/em>
\nYan\u0131k kokan, kelamlarda, <\/em>
\nSon noktay\u0131 koymak! <\/em><\/p>\n

Seni terk ediyorum. <\/em>
\nVe \u00f6l\u00fcmden de zor olan, <\/em>
\nSensizli\u011fe demir at\u0131yorum. <\/em><\/p>\n

Ben sana, bu d\u00fcnya da doyamad\u0131m, can! <\/em>
\nSanma ki benden vazge\u00e7ti de beni unutacak. <\/em>
\n\u0130ki Cihan\u2019da da asla seni unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m. <\/em>
\nAraf\u2019ta bile bil ki seni bekleyece\u011fim. <\/em><\/p>\n

Evet, noktan\u0131n zaman\u0131 geldi. <\/em>
\nMelankoli halime nokta…<\/em><\/p>\n

B\u0130LGEHAN EM\u0130R\u015eANO\u011eLU<\/em>
\nwww.kafiye.net<\/a> <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sitem dolu s\u00f6zlerime,
\nH\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.
\nVe sana olan, son s\u00f6zlerimi,
\nBir ka\u011f\u0131da karal\u0131yorum. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[231],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8892","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirbilgehanemirsanoglu"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8892","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8892"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8892\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8892"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8892"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8892"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}