{"id":82,"date":"2010-12-20T04:40:24","date_gmt":"2010-12-20T04:40:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=82"},"modified":"2011-07-23T12:18:28","modified_gmt":"2011-07-23T10:18:28","slug":"emirgan%e2%80%99da-seni-dusunuyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=82","title":{"rendered":"Emirgan\u2019da Seni D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum"},"content":{"rendered":"

Emirgan\u2019da Seni D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum<\/span><\/strong>
\n<\/span><\/span>Sahilde \u00e7ay bah\u00e7eleri, arka s<\/span><\/span>\u0131rtlarda b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fehir park\u0131 ile \u00fcnl\u00fc semt, ye\u015filliklerle \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc g\u00fczel bir yerdir.. Burada cok sevdigim\u00a0 mart\u0131lar\u0131m ve demli bir bardak cayimla huzur bulurum… Istanbul’a d\u00fcn geldim.\u00a0Bu g\u00fcn elinde kitab\u0131m kalbimde sen, masamda\u00a0 tavsan kani \u00e7ay\u0131m, s\u0131cac\u0131k gevrek simidim, cok mutluyum\u00a0 ve seni d\u00fcs\u00fcnerek yaz\u0131yorum.<\/span><\/p>\n

<\/span><\/span>Sana ak\u0131yorum kayg\u0131s\u0131zca ve hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bunu engelleyemiyor bu ak\u0131\u015f\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen her taraf\u0131mdas\u0131n. Sa\u011f\u0131mda, solumda, arkamda, kar\u015f\u0131mda\u2026 Ne yana d\u00f6nsem, ne yana yol almaya kalksam, ula\u015faca\u011f\u0131m son nokta sensin, orada yaln\u0131zca sen vars\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n

Sana ak\u0131yorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc senin yolunda gidiyorum, att\u0131\u011f\u0131m ad\u0131mlar\u0131 takip ediyorum sorgulamadan. \u00d6n\u00fcme \u00e7\u0131kan hi\u00e7bir ayr\u0131m, hi\u00e7bir kav\u015fak ilgilendirmiyor beni. Y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum senin pe\u015fin s\u0131ra, y\u00fcr\u00fcmenin en zor oldu\u011fu yol bu olsa bile y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum\u2026 \u015eikayet de etmiyorum \u00e7ak\u0131l\u0131ndan, tozundan, topra\u011f\u0131ndan \u00fcstelik. Sana yakla\u015fabildi\u011fim her ad\u0131mda mutlu oluyorum ya da yakla\u015fmay\u0131 ba\u015faramasam da bu umudu ya\u015famak heyecanland\u0131r\u0131yor beni\u2026<\/p>\n

Sana ak\u0131yorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131 kadar do\u011fal sana ak\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u2026 Do\u011fa nas\u0131l ki her canl\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015famas\u0131 i\u00e7in bir d\u00fczen kurmu\u015fsa ve nas\u0131l ki kurallar\u0131 varsa do\u011fada ya\u015faman\u0131n, benim var olmam\u0131n da, ya\u015famam\u0131n da kural\u0131 sensin, senin var oldu\u011fun bir d\u00fczen i\u00e7erisinde ben olabilirim ancak\u2026<\/p>\n

Sana ak\u0131yorum; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc sesin de, bedenin de ku\u015fatm\u0131\u015f durumda beni\u2026 Sana kar\u015f\u0131 savunma dahi yapm\u0131yorum ve b\u00f6yle bir teslimiyet de rahats\u0131z etmiyor beni\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcne, g\u00f6zlerine, ellerine bakt\u0131k\u00e7a, sesine y\u00fckledi\u011fin gizleri \u00e7\u00f6zerken, hep kendimden bir \u015feyler buluyorum senden\u2026<\/p>\n

Sana ak\u0131yorum; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o kadar payla\u015facak \u015feyimiz var ki seninle\u2026 Bu g\u00fcne kadar payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her \u015fey, her an umut veriyor sonras\u0131 i\u00e7in bana ve ben belki de sende bu umudu ya\u015famay\u0131, ya\u015fatmay\u0131 seviyorum\u2026 Biliyorum ki hayat\u0131n bir yerinde sadece bize \u00f6zel bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek var, o \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi birlikte bulup, kokusunu ci\u011ferlerine \u00e7ekti\u011fimizde hayata ve birbirimize s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131laca\u011f\u0131z\u2026<\/p>\n

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Sana ak\u0131yorum; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir insan\u0131 tutkuyla, beklentisiz ve delice sevmenin tad\u0131n\u0131 sende ya\u015fad\u0131m ben\u2026 Bunun anlam\u0131n\u0131 sende \u00f6\u011frendim, bunu senden ba\u015fkas\u0131yla da ya\u015fayamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 biliyorum\u2026 Sende, seninle ya\u015famak her an bir \u015f\u00f6len tad\u0131nda ve ben b\u00f6ylesine keyifli, b\u00f6ylesine e\u011flenceli ve hayat dolu bir \u015f\u00f6lene b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmek istemiyorum.<\/p>\n

Sana ak\u0131yorum; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201c Hayat\u0131n uslanmaz ruhusun\u201d sen ve ben belki de bu ruha a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m asl\u0131nda\u2026 Seninle yenileniyorum, sadece seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekle y\u00fcre\u011fimde beynimde \u00e7\u00f6reklenmi\u015f ne kadar k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck varsa hepsinden ar\u0131n\u0131yorum bir anda\u2026<\/p>\n

Sana ak\u0131yorum; b\u00fct\u00fcn co\u015fkum, b\u00fct\u00fcn safl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla\u2026 A\u015fka, sevgiye, g\u00fczelli\u011fe dair ne varsa benimle ak\u0131yor onlar da sana\u2026 Benim gibi co\u015fku dolu bir \u0131rma\u011f\u0131da huzurlu, sakin bir g\u00f6e \u00e7evirecek tek g\u00fc\u00e7 sensin\u2026 Ne olur orada kal, ayr\u0131lma seni g\u00f6n\u00fcl g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00f6rebilece\u011fi noktadan\u2026 sana ula\u015famasam bile varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissetmek ve senin yolunda olmak yetiyor bana\u2026<\/p>\n

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Emirgan\u2019da Seni D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum Sahilde \u00e7ay bah\u00e7eleri, arka s\u0131rtlarda b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fehir park\u0131 ile \u00fcnl\u00fc semt, ye\u015filliklerle \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc g\u00fczel bir yerdir.. Burada cok sevdigim\u00a0 mart\u0131lar\u0131m ve demli bir bardak cayimla huzur bulurum… Istanbul’a d\u00fcn geldim.\u00a0Bu g\u00fcn elinde kitab\u0131m kalbimde sen, masamda\u00a0 tavsan kani \u00e7ay\u0131m, s\u0131cac\u0131k gevrek simidim, cok mutluyum\u00a0 ve seni d\u00fcs\u00fcnerek yaz\u0131yorum. Sana ak\u0131yorum kayg\u0131s\u0131zca ve […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":95,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[26],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-82","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-makaledocdrzerdaonurlu"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/95"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=82"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=82"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=82"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=82"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}