{"id":53,"date":"2010-12-19T19:43:07","date_gmt":"2010-12-19T19:43:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=53"},"modified":"2014-08-06T09:54:11","modified_gmt":"2014-08-06T07:54:11","slug":"canim-cok-aciyor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=53","title":{"rendered":"CANIM \u00c7OK ACIYOR"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>
\nCANIM \u00c7OK ACIYOR<\/p>\n

<\/strong>y\u00fcre\u011fimi de g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn giderken
\nyada sen almay\u0131 istemiyordun da ben yollam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m yan\u0131nda
\nsana iyi baks\u0131n diye
\ny\u00fcre\u011fin \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesin diye
\nbir daha sevmelere dayanamaz diye..
\nsand\u0131m ki senin yan\u0131nda mutlu olmaya devam edecek
\norada g\u00fcvende olacak, huzuru bulacak
\nher kalp at\u0131\u015f\u0131nda beni hat\u0131rlatacak
\nsand\u0131m ki gitti\u011fin gibi d\u00f6nmeni de sa\u011flayacak
\nyoksun..
\nsen yoksun ya y\u00fcre\u011fimde yok art\u0131k
\nsevmelere hasret bo\u015flu\u011funla s\u00fcr\u00fckleniyor
\nh\u00fcz\u00fcnlere gebe her geceye, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131na yenik her sabaha
\nbir g\u00fcn\u00fc bir g\u00fcne daha ekleyerek ya\u015f\u0131yor
\nbu nas\u0131l ya\u015famaksa ya\u015f\u0131yor i\u015fte.
\nya d\u00f6n bana
\nya y\u00fcre\u011fimi yolla
\ncan\u0131m \u00e7ok ac\u0131yor
\n<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Y\u00dcRE\u011e\u0130M SEN\u0130 UNUTMAYACAK
\ncan\u0131m\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131na al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m art\u0131k…
\nyoklu\u011fun eskisi kadar \u00fczm\u00fcyor beni..
\nbelkide i\u00e7imde hep seni ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in olsa gerek
\nseni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak da \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm oluyor bazen
\nak\u015famlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcme h\u00fccum etsede senli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler
\nkovuyorum onlar\u0131 kafamdan i\u00e7im ac\u0131yarak…
\noyalanacak \u015feyler ar\u0131yorum kendime
\nnafile \u00e7aba oluyor asl\u0131nda bu
\nbo\u015flu\u011fun istesemde dolmuyor dolmayacak
\ny\u00fcre\u011fim seni istesemde unutmayacak
\n<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

B\u0130LM\u0130YORUM
\nBen istedi\u011fim i\u00e7inmi y\u00fcre\u011fimde ya\u015fad\u0131n bunca zaman
\nYoksa istesemesemde sevginmi g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fc?..
\nBilmiyorum…
\nSeni yitirmeyi hi\u00e7 istemedim oysa
\nBelki inanmak istedi\u011fim bir g\u00fc\u00e7t\u00fcn,
\nBelki de ac\u0131mas\u0131z hayat\u0131mda bir teselli
\nGidi\u015fini kabullenemeyi\u015fim bundanm\u0131yd\u0131?..
\nBilmiyorum…
\nHep okurdum Can Baba’n\u0131n yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131
\n\u00c7o\u011fu zaman etkilendim de d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinden
\nSevdi\u011fin kadar sevilirsin diyordu
\nBen seni \u00e7ok sevdim diye sevildimmi?..
\nBilmiyorum…
\nSeni \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm i\u00e7in mi hep akl\u0131mdayd\u0131n?
\nBu y\u00fczdenmi her sabah seninle uyand\u0131m?..
\nHer \u00e7alan telefon beni ilgilendirmiyor art\u0131k
\nSeni unuttummu yoksa unutmak zorundam\u0131yd\u0131m?..
\nBilmiyorum…
\nHep a\u015fka inand\u0131m sevgining\u00fcc\u00fc ayakta tuttu beni
\nYitirmek bu y\u00fczden a\u011fr\u0131ma gidiyor belkide
\nGururmuydu beni ayakta tutan, k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131km\u0131?..
\nBilmiyorum…
\nBilmedi\u011fim ne \u00e7ok \u015fey varm\u0131\u015f me\u011fer senle ilgili
\nBunca bilinmezle ya\u015famak zor, sen hissettinmi?
\nKendimi kand\u0131rmay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131m art\u0131k sevgilim
\nGiderken kaybetmeyide g\u00f6ze ald\u0131n san\u0131r\u0131m
\nY\u00fcre\u011fimi ald\u0131m senden, haberin varm\u0131?..
\nBilmiyorum
\n\u015eule AKAR
\nTEMMUZ-EYL\u00dcL 2005
\nwww.kafiye.net<\/a><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

y\u00fcre\u011fimi de g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn giderken
\n yada sen almay\u0131 istemiyordun da ben yollam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m yan\u0131nda
\n sana iyi baks\u0131n diye
\n y\u00fcre\u011fin \u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesin diye<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":25,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[64],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirsuleakar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/25"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}