HESABIM KEND\u0130MLE
\nBu ak\u015fam \u015fu k\u00f6\u015fedeki lo\u015f masada oturaca\u011f\u0131m garson\u2026
\nG\u00f6zlerden uzak olay\u0131m kimse beni g\u00f6rmesin..
\nMasamdaki mumu yakma sak\u0131n, i\u00e7imdeki \u015eule yeter bana..
\nMeze de istemem, hayallerimle doyaca\u011f\u0131m …
\nBana bir \u015fi\u015fe \u015farap getir yeter…
\nServis istemem, kadehimi doldururum bittik\u00e7e..
\nUnut bu masay\u0131 git ba\u015fkalar\u0131 ile ilgilen..
\n\u00d6nce kendimle hesab\u0131m var. B\u0131rak onu \u00f6deyeyim \u00f6nce..
\nSonra sanada s\u0131ra gelir, hesap veririm giderken..
\nKalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7indeki yaln\u0131z olay\u0131m bug\u00fcn.
\nSeslerin i\u00e7inde sessizli\u011fimi dinleyeyim..
\nBirde m\u00fczisyenlerin \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 nihavent eseri\u2026 <\/p>\n
\u201cKimseye etmem \u015fik\u00e2yet, a\u011flar\u0131m ben h\u00e2lime
\nTitrerim m\u00fccrim gibi bakt\u0131k\u00e7a istikb\u00e2lime
\nPerde-i zulmet \u00e7ekilmi\u015f, korkar\u0131m ikb\u00e2lime
\nTitrerim m\u00fccrim gibi bakt\u0131k\u00e7a istikb\u00e2lime \u201c <\/p>\n
Kald\u0131r yan\u0131mdaki sandalyeyi garson.. Kimse gelmeyecek..
\nBir ben, sadece ben ve yaln\u0131zca ben bana yeterim..
\nKlasik cevapt\u0131r bilirsin, bende s\u00f6yleyeyim:
\n\u0130\u00e7kim ve sigaram arkada\u015f\u0131m benim
\nYarenlerimle me\u015fk eder, kadehleri t\u00fcketirim
\nBelki biraz g\u00fclerim, sevin\u00e7lerim co\u015far
\nSulu g\u00f6zl\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm tutar belki, h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerim \u00e7a\u011flar
\nKendimle dopdoluyum zaten, duygular\u0131m hep derin
\nDerinlerin aras\u0131nda yokolur k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcr\u00fcm
\nFirar\u0131m kendimle belkide devle\u015firim
\nKorkma sak\u0131n ben sarho\u015f de\u011filim..
\nHo\u015f olsamda ne fark eder ?
\nKendi sarho\u015flu\u011fumla ba\u015f etmeyide bilirim. <\/p>\n
Bu gece bitmez garson, hesap t\u00fckenmez
\nY\u0131llar\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fc bu atmadan eksilmez
\nBirazdan \u015fafak s\u00f6ker unuturum kendimi
\n\u00c7ek kepengi \u00fcst\u00fcme sen, hadi git,
\nKald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerden yar\u0131n devam ederiz
\nG\u00fcne\u015f yine umtla do\u011fsun \u00fcst\u00fcme
\nBen yenilenirim yine G\u00fcler y\u00fcz\u00fcmle\u2026 <\/p>\n
\u015eule AKAR
\n12.06.2009
\nSaat:23:30
\nwww.kafiye.net<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bu ak\u015fam \u015fu k\u00f6\u015fedeki lo\u015f masada oturaca\u011f\u0131m garson\u2026
\nG\u00f6zlerden uzak olay\u0131m kimse beni g\u00f6rmesin..
\nMasamdaki mumu yakma sak\u0131n, i\u00e7imdeki \u015eule yeter bana..
\nMeze de istemem, hayallerimle doyaca\u011f\u0131m … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[64],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-351","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirsuleakar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/351","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=351"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/351\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=351"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=351"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=351"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}