{"id":275,"date":"2010-12-27T05:16:52","date_gmt":"2010-12-27T05:16:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=275"},"modified":"2010-12-27T05:16:52","modified_gmt":"2010-12-27T05:16:52","slug":"ben-kimim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=275","title":{"rendered":"BEN K\u0130M\u0130M"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>BEN K\u0130M\u0130M<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fc topra\u011f\u0131 serpilmi\u015f gibi bedenim<br \/>\nDuygular\u0131m yok olmu\u015f.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zbebeklerimde birikenler yok oluyor g\u00f6zlerimi k\u0131st\u0131\u011f\u0131mda<br \/>\nAnl\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler gibi art\u0131k hislerim<br \/>\nKovuyorum i\u00e7imden gidiyorlar<br \/>\nKendimden ka\u00e7\u0131yorum, pe\u015fi s\u0131ra koval\u0131yor beni benli\u011fim<br \/>\nKendimi insanca sevgilerle kand\u0131r\u0131p a\u015fklar\u0131 yok sayarken<br \/>\nKalbimin duvarlar\u0131 nas\u0131lda kal\u0131nla\u015f\u0131yor g\u00fcn be g\u00fcn<br \/>\nNas\u0131r tuttu tutacak<br \/>\nVe bu gidi\u015fe son diyecek nefesim olmayacak..<br \/>\nSuskunum \u00f6lesiye..suskunum<br \/>\nSesim \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor  \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131m i\u00e7imde yank\u0131lan\u0131rken<br \/>\nKayal\u0131klar\u0131ma \u00e7arpa \u00e7arpa oda kesilecek birg\u00fcn<br \/>\nYorgunum..<br \/>\nG\u00fcc\u00fcm yok art\u0131k sahte sevdalara<br \/>\nBir ben yine ben ve yaln\u0131z ben y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum sokaklar\u0131mda<br \/>\nArkamda b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ge\u00e7mi\u015fim pe\u015fim s\u0131ra gelirken<br \/>\nKa\u00e7\u0131yorum an\u0131lar\u0131mdan<br \/>\nYeni bir ben yaratt\u0131m k\u00fcllerimden<br \/>\nK\u00fcllerimden do\u011fan kendime ben bile yabanc\u0131yken<br \/>\nHey yabanc\u0131!!! Sen<br \/>\nUzakla\u015f benim \u00e7evremden kederimden\u2026<br \/>\nTutamazs\u0131n asla ellerimden\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eule Akar<br \/>\n24.05.2010<br \/>\nSaat:22:55<br \/>\nwww.kafiye.net<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d6l\u00fc topra\u011f\u0131 serpilmi\u015f gibi bedenim<br \/>\nDuygular\u0131m yok olmu\u015f.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zbebeklerimde birikenler yok oluyor g\u00f6zlerimi k\u0131st\u0131\u011f\u0131mda<br \/>\nAnl\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler gibi art\u0131k hislerim<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[64],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-275","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-siirsuleakar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/275","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=275"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/275\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=275"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=275"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=275"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}