{"id":184,"date":"2010-12-25T10:44:46","date_gmt":"2010-12-25T10:44:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=184"},"modified":"2010-12-25T10:44:46","modified_gmt":"2010-12-25T10:44:46","slug":"dusume-dustun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=184","title":{"rendered":"D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcME D\u00dc\u015eT\u00dcN"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcME D\u00dc\u015eT\u00dcN\u00a0<br \/>\n<strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0 <span style=\"color: #000000; font-family: verdana,geneva;\">A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n g\u00f6lgelerinde kaybolan ad\u0131mlar\u0131nla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcme d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordun. \u0130ki yana\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kavrad\u0131 ellerin s\u0131cac\u0131kt\u0131, usulca g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne \u00e7ektin ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131. \u00d6ylece kald\u0131m ben suskun, mah\u00e7up, huzurlu. \u00c7enemi tutup kald\u0131rd\u0131n ve bakt\u0131n g\u00f6zlerimin ta i\u00e7ine, ka\u00e7\u0131rmad\u0131m g\u00f6zlerimi senden. Y\u00fcre\u011fimi ka\u00e7\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi, bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131k derinden.\u00a0<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><span style=\"color: #000000; font-family: verdana,geneva;\">Burnumun \u00fczerine kondurdu\u011fun buse ile uyand\u0131m, sabahlar oldu diye f\u0131rlad\u0131m ama hala geceydi ve sen yoktun. Ay vard\u0131 y\u0131ld\u0131zlar vard\u0131 ama sen yoktun. \u0130ki elim yana\u011f\u0131mda s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yoklad\u0131m. Oradayd\u0131n, ba\u015f\u0131m g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne dayal\u0131yken duydu\u011fum y\u00fcrek sesin hala kula\u011f\u0131mdayd\u0131. Sen g\u00f6zlerini yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma koyup gitmi\u015ftin uykumdan. Bir kedi gibi k\u0131vr\u0131ld\u0131m yata\u011f\u0131mda. Yorgan\u0131 \u00e7ektim ba\u015f\u0131ma gitmesin diye s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n. 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Y\u00fcre\u011fimi ka\u00e7\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi, bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131k derinden.\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Burnumun \u00fczerine kondurdu\u011fun buse ile uyand\u0131m, sabahlar oldu diye f\u0131rlad\u0131m ama hala geceydi [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-184","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-makalelerfahriyehamzacebi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=184"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/184\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=184"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=184"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=184"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}