{"id":182,"date":"2010-12-25T10:42:56","date_gmt":"2010-12-25T10:42:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=182"},"modified":"2010-12-25T10:42:56","modified_gmt":"2010-12-25T10:42:56","slug":"yakamoza-aldanip-gittin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=182","title":{"rendered":"YAKAMOZA ALDANIP G\u0130TT\u0130N"},"content":{"rendered":"

YAKAMOZA ALDANIP G\u0130TT\u0130N\u00a0
\n<\/strong><\/span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ben seni denizsizken bilirim, g\u00f6zlerindeki son damla maviyi ellerinle saklard\u0131n her seferinde. Engelleri aram\u0131zdan s\u00f6k\u00fcp, kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za almadan gittin. Deniz s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131 \u00fczerime, sen tuza, yakamoza aldan\u0131p gittin. Ne zaman r\u00fczg\u00e2r sa\u00e7\u0131lsa, inceden ya\u011fmur ya\u011fsa sa\u00e7lar\u0131na, benim ellerim a\u011fl\u0131yor, g\u00f6zlerime inat.<\/span>\u00a0
\n<\/span><\/span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Gel ben \u00f6lmekteyim. Caddelerde ad\u0131mlar\u0131m bo\u011fuluyor, g\u00f6zlerindeki surlar\u0131 katlime \u00f6r\u00fcp durma! Rengi kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k yazlara mezar\u0131m\u0131 kazma. \u00c7aresiz oturup a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u00e7ay bah\u00e7elerinde denizden donuk g\u00f6zl\u00fc bal\u0131klar bak\u0131yor bana. Gemilerin bir sana seferi yok. G\u00f6zlerimdeki kay\u0131p ilanlar\u0131na ald\u0131randa. S\u0131zlayan bir ac\u0131yla bulundu\u011fum kentte enkaz oldum. Sana ayr\u0131lan gri renkli bulutlar\u0131 savuruyorum \u015fimdi. Kanat ve el gibi tutabilir mi bir ba\u015fka eli. Bu g\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n infaz\u0131na h\u00fckmettin. Durgun bir denizle, yanan bir kentin aras\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131p kald\u0131m. Yamac\u0131ma yakla\u015fan \u015fu gemi son kav\u015fa\u011f\u0131m olsun isimsiz. Bahara a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor dalgalar. Ahh! Y\u00fcre\u011fimin \u00fczerine \u00e7ullanacak yine esrik ac\u0131lar. Sulara sal ye\u015fil sanc\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, el salla ge\u00e7en yolculara, k\u0131y\u0131daki cam k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 sakla. Olsa olsa bir sevgiden d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr bu ac\u0131. Neden benim t\u00fcm ac\u0131lar\u0131n sarn\u0131c\u0131? Y\u00fcrek yenik bunu art\u0131k kim de\u011fi\u015ftirebilir. Yanaklar\u0131mdan g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 eksildi\u011finde, ac\u0131lar\u0131n kayalar\u0131 k\u00fcflendi\u011finde, aynalara suretimin s\u0131\u011fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlarda, g\u00f6z\u00fcme dokunacak bir g\u00f6z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, s\u0131ras\u0131 gelmi\u015ftir \u00e7antay\u0131 s\u0131rtlay\u0131p ba\u015fka diyarlara gitmenin. Ya sonras\u0131nda? Kentin sokaklar\u0131nda asit ya\u011fmurlar\u0131, tek ba\u015f\u0131nal\u0131\u011f\u0131m birde, y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum.
\n<\/span><\/span><\/span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Y\u00fcz\u00fcm keskin bir mehtapta, k\u00fcsk\u00fcn bir kedi kadar kimsesiz, y\u00fcz\u00fcm kapal\u0131 bir t\u00fcl kadar sessiz.\u00a0<\/p>\n

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YAKAMOZA ALDANIP G\u0130TT\u0130N\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ben seni denizsizken bilirim, g\u00f6zlerindeki son damla maviyi ellerinle saklard\u0131n her seferinde. Engelleri aram\u0131zdan s\u00f6k\u00fcp, kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za almadan gittin. Deniz s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131 \u00fczerime, sen tuza, yakamoza aldan\u0131p gittin. Ne zaman r\u00fczg\u00e2r sa\u00e7\u0131lsa, inceden ya\u011fmur ya\u011fsa sa\u00e7lar\u0131na, benim ellerim a\u011fl\u0131yor, g\u00f6zlerime inat.\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Gel ben \u00f6lmekteyim. Caddelerde ad\u0131mlar\u0131m bo\u011fuluyor, g\u00f6zlerindeki surlar\u0131 katlime \u00f6r\u00fcp durma! […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-182","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-makalelerfahriyehamzacebi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=182"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/182\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=182"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=182"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=182"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}