{"id":180,"date":"2010-12-25T10:41:31","date_gmt":"2010-12-25T10:41:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=180"},"modified":"2010-12-25T10:41:31","modified_gmt":"2010-12-25T10:41:31","slug":"bir-gorumluk-mutluluk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=180","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R G\u00d6R\u00dcML\u00dcK MUTLULUK"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><span style=\"font-size: small; color: #ff00ff; font-family: comic sans ms,sand;\">B\u0130R G\u00d6R\u00dcML\u00dcK MUTLULUK<\/span><\/strong>\u00a0<br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: small;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<span style=\"font-size: x-small; color: #000000; font-family: verdana,geneva;\">\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-size: x-small; color: #000000; font-family: verdana,geneva;\">Yar\u0131na ko\u015farak gidilen d\u00fcnyada, y\u00fcre\u011fim kara kilitler asm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kap\u0131lar\u0131na. Ayakland\u0131m bir anda, yerimden kalkarak do\u011fruldum, gri ile siyah\u0131n \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ortamda. Ortal\u0131\u011fa sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f duygular\u0131m, elimi nereye atsam avu\u00e7 avu\u00e7 p\u00f6rs\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcmeye y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f an\u0131lar sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f etrafa. An\u0131msayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m beklentilerim, umudunu kesmi\u015f kalakalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ortal\u0131kta. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-small;\"><span style=\"font-family: verdana,geneva;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yar\u0131nlar kara geleceklere gebe, heveslerim yoku\u015f yukar\u0131 t\u0131rmanmakta. Kimsesiz de say\u0131lmazd\u0131m d\u00fc\u015flerim vard\u0131 n\u00f6bette, umutlar ekmi\u015ftim k\u0131\u015ftan ye\u015fersin diye bahara. Ye\u015filini da\u011flarda, \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri k\u0131rlarda, yosunu bizim denizde bilirdim. Deliler gibi mavi severdim, \u015fimdi silindi t\u00fcm renklerim. Yosun tutmu\u015f yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan beni \u00e7\u0131karan, hayata deniz gibi bakan g\u00f6zlerin. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ay tarar, say\u0131s\u0131z y\u0131ld\u0131zlar ay\u0131klar\u0131m kirpiklerinden.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><span style=\"font-size: x-small;\"><span style=\"font-family: verdana,geneva;\">\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yine seni and\u0131m tatile \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 zaman. Senden \u00f6nce d\u00f6nmeyecek s\u00f6z verdi akrep, yelkovan. Ye\u015file \u00f6zlem gibi, maviye tutku gibi sana olan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m. Sigaran\u0131n nikotini gibi sarar benden anlamlar katt\u0131\u011f\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n. \u00c7imenlerde ko\u015fan k\u0131sa etekli k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu olur ruhum, seninle gelece\u011fe. \u0130syanlar\u0131m yast\u0131k alt\u0131 \u00e7oktand\u0131r, huzurum kap\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131, i\u00e7iyorum kederden gecelerde akl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce, tebess\u00fcmlerin ilk adresi dudaklar\u0131m. Avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda g\u00f6llendi sicim gibi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m. Bir g\u00f6r\u00fcml\u00fck mutlulu\u011fu tatmak i\u00e7in ne s\u00fczge\u00e7lerden ge\u00e7ip ya\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m zamanlara inat, sen vars\u0131n art\u0131k uzak olsan da.<br \/>\n\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Onun i\u00e7in sa\u011fanak alt\u0131nda \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f bir ceylan gibi uysal ve umutlu kad\u0131n.<\/span><\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-size: small;\">\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>FahriyeHAMZA\u00c7EB\u0130<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.kafiye.net\">www.kafiye.net<\/a><br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>B\u0130R G\u00d6R\u00dcML\u00dcK MUTLULUK\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yar\u0131na ko\u015farak gidilen d\u00fcnyada, y\u00fcre\u011fim kara kilitler asm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kap\u0131lar\u0131na. Ayakland\u0131m bir anda, yerimden kalkarak do\u011fruldum, gri ile siyah\u0131n \u00f6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ortamda. Ortal\u0131\u011fa sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f duygular\u0131m, elimi nereye atsam avu\u00e7 avu\u00e7 p\u00f6rs\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcmeye y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f an\u0131lar sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f etrafa. An\u0131msayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m beklentilerim, umudunu kesmi\u015f kalakalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ortal\u0131kta. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yar\u0131nlar kara geleceklere gebe, heveslerim yoku\u015f yukar\u0131 t\u0131rmanmakta. 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