{"id":124,"date":"2010-12-20T16:21:08","date_gmt":"2010-12-20T16:21:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=124"},"modified":"2010-12-20T16:21:08","modified_gmt":"2010-12-20T16:21:08","slug":"tugbanin-zor-gunu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/?p=124","title":{"rendered":"TU\u011eBA&#8217;NIN ZOR G\u00dcN\u00dc"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>TU\u011eBA&#8217;NIN ZOR G\u00dcN\u00dc<br \/>\n<\/strong>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu olan Tu\u011fba kocaman siyah zeytin g\u00f6zl\u00fc tombi\u015f tombi\u015f yanakl\u0131yd\u0131. Dalgal\u0131 sar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131 omuzlar\u0131na d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Daha \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda Rabbim ne g\u00fczel yaratm\u0131\u015f. D\u00fcnyay\u0131 istese veresi gelir insan\u0131n.<br \/>\nAnnesi babas\u0131 be\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k evli g\u00fczel insanlard\u0131; Tu\u011fba da ALLAH&#8217;\u0131n onlara bir ikram\u0131.<br \/>\nO g\u00fcn Tu\u011fba&#8217;n\u0131n babas\u0131 ile annesi Ay\u015feg\u00fcl \u00fc\u00e7 ayl\u0131k hamile oldu\u011fu ikinci \u00e7ocu\u011funun ikinci kontrol\u00fcne gideceklerdi, babas\u0131 i\u015ften erken \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f eve gelmi\u015f bizim ufakl\u0131\u011f\u0131da babannesine b\u0131rakaya karar vermi\u015flerdi. Doktor d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ona pamuk \u015fekeri al\u0131p hem mutlu edecekler hemde onun yanaklar\u0131na bula\u015ft\u0131rarak o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck a\u011fz\u0131na t\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131n\u0131 izleyip kendileri<br \/>\nmutlu olacaklard\u0131. Toparlan\u0131p \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc birlikte do\u011fru babannen\u0131n evine gittiler. Babas\u0131yla annesi ayak \u00fcst\u00fc babannesinin halini hatr\u0131n\u0131 sorup Tu\u011fba ve e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p doktorun yolunu tuttular.<br \/>\nTu\u011fban\u0131n g\u00f6zleri doldu arkalar\u0131ndan, tam aglayacakt\u0131 ki; babannesi &#8220;K\u0131z\u0131m bak!&#8221; dedi evin kedisini g\u00f6stererek. Tu\u011fba onunla oynamay\u0131 \u00e7ok severdi ama Mahsuncan pek sevmez hemen ka\u00e7ard\u0131.<br \/>\nTu\u011fba anne ve babas\u0131n\u0131 unutup kedinin yan\u0131na ko\u015ftu ve onu sevmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8220;Cici cici tedii cici maskus\u00e7an&#8221; diyor ve t\u00fcylerini ok\u015fuyordu.<br \/>\nSonra kedinin kuyru\u011funu tuttu. O anda babannesinin yoklu\u011fu dikkatini \u00e7ekti, irkildi! Birden d\u00f6nd\u00fc, kedinin kuyru\u011funu \u00e7ekti\u011finin fark\u0131nda bile olmad\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nCan\u0131 yanan Mahsuncan can havliyle Tu\u011fba&#8221;n\u0131n elini t\u0131rmalad\u0131. Tu\u011fba&#8221;n\u0131n can\u0131 yand\u0131,sehbaya \u00e7arpt\u0131, sehba Mahsuncan&#8221;\u0131n \u00fczerine devrildi. Mahsuncan \u00e7evik bir hareketle sehban\u0131n alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ama \u00e7ok can\u0131 yanm\u0131\u015f,\u00fcrkm\u00fc\u015f ve savunmaya ge\u00e7mi\u015fti; s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 \u015fi\u015firmi\u015f di\u015flerini g\u00f6stererek Tu\u011fbac\u0131k&#8221;a p\u0131sk\u0131r\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nTu\u011fbac\u0131k \u015fok olmu\u015f Mahsuncan&#8221;\u0131n t\u0131rmalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yere bak\u0131yor, orada \u00fc\u00e7 tane yara var ve kan\u0131yordu.Kan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce buz kesmi\u015fti ve Mahsuncan&#8221;\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131\u011f\u0131 seslerden \u00e7ok korkuyordu. Nefes bile almadan donup kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde dudaklar\u0131 mosmor olmu\u015f, g\u00f6zlerine ya\u015f birikmi\u015f ama a\u011flayam\u0131yordu&#8230; Sonra mahsuncan birkez daha p\u0131sk\u0131rd\u0131 ama di\u011ferlerinden daha kuvvetliceydi. Tu\u011fba&#8221;n\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fi a\u011fz\u0131na gelmi\u015f ani bir refleksle geriye do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m atm\u0131\u015f, bu hareket onun nefes almas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Art\u0131k nefes alabiliyordu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi kanayan yaras\u0131na bakt\u0131, g\u00f6zlerinden boncuk boncuk ya\u015flar akmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\nMahsuncan bir d\u00fc\u015fman gibi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ne zaman nas\u0131l sald\u0131racak ve ne yapaca\u011f\u0131 belli de\u011fildi. Zaten elide kan\u0131yordu hi\u00e7 bir\u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemiyor sadece a\u011fl\u0131yordu. Sonra i\u00e7 \u00e7ekmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131r gibiydi.Akl\u0131na yaras\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pmesi gerekti\u011fi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc derin bir nefes ald\u0131, yutkundu, nefesini verdi. Kediye masumane, yalvar\u0131r gibi bir bak\u0131\u015fla elini dudaklar\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp \u00fc\u00e7 kere \u00f6pt\u00fc. Bu zor an\u0131nda akl\u0131na gelen tek \u015fey uf olan yerine annesinin kondurdu\u011fu \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklerdi. Ba\u015fka ne yapabilirdi ki! O k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalbi korkuyu yeti\u015fkin bir kalbin tadaca\u011f\u0131 kadar tad\u0131yor, \u00e7aresiz yeti\u015fkin bir insan ne hissederse ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordu. Ba\u015f\u0131 tehlikedeydi. Biraz \u00f6nceki \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fcklerden bula\u015fan t\u00fckr\u00fc\u011f\u00fc can\u0131n\u0131 yakmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f, sa\u011fnak sa\u011fnak akan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na &#8220;Anne anneci\u011fim kuytay beni! Kuytay beni can\u0131m annem!&#8221; s\u00f6zleri e\u015flik ediyordu art\u0131k&#8230;<br \/>\nAc\u0131yan yaras\u0131n\u0131 bir kez daha \u00f6pmek istedi. Kolunun hareketini g\u00f6ren Mahsuncan zaten ilk tedirginli\u011fide \u00fczerinden atm\u0131\u015f biraz \u00f6nce Tu\u011fba&#8221;n\u0131n geriye att\u0131\u011f\u0131 ad\u0131mla a\u00e7\u0131lan bo\u015flu\u011fu kullan\u0131p h\u0131zla ka\u00e7t\u0131 sk\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6\u015feden evin emektar kedisi&#8230; Can\u0131 \u00e7ok yanm\u0131\u015f ve k\u00f6\u015feye s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f olmasayd\u0131 zaten zarar vermezdi ya\u015fl\u0131 kedi. Eve gelen misafirlerin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 ona ne eziyetler ederlerdi de o sadece d\u0131\u015far\u0131 ka\u00e7ar ve onlar gidinceye kadar eve gelmezdi.<br \/>\nZaten bizim tombi\u015f Tu\u011fba&#8221;ya da daha fazla zarar verecek de\u011fildi ama onun k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck y\u00fcre\u011fi bunu anlayamazd\u0131. O bir tehlike atlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 hemde biz yeti\u015fkinlerin hayati tehlike dediklerimizden&#8230; Biz bir aslanla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda ne hissedersek onu hissetmi\u015f ve ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck y\u00fcre\u011fi&#8230;<br \/>\nBabannesinin, d\u00fcnya tatl\u0131s\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n, ilerleyen ya\u015f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden kulaklar\u0131 iyi duymuyordu, mutfakta annesinin Tu\u011fba i\u00e7in haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 mamay\u0131 \u0131s\u0131tm\u0131\u015f ve ona getirmi\u015fti. Tu\u011fba babannesini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce kocaman zeytin g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131; &#8220;Babannee&#8221; diye ko\u015ftu, bacaklar\u0131na sar\u0131ld\u0131. Ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n olan bitenden habersiz tombi\u015fi kuca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131, kanepeye yat\u0131r\u0131p biberonunu verdi&#8230;<br \/>\nTu\u011fba;&#8221; Babanne bak uf oldu! Maskscan uf yapt\u0131!&#8221; dedi. Ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n t\u0131rnak izlerine bakt\u0131, pek de \u00f6nemli olmayan \u00fc\u00e7 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7izik vard\u0131, \u00fczerlerindeki birka\u00e7 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kan damlac\u0131\u011f\u0131 da Tu\u011fba&#8221;n\u0131n \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck ve ovalamalar\u0131yla silinmi\u015fti. Sadece derideki \u00fc\u00e7 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck iz vard\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8220;Bir\u015fey yok k\u0131z\u0131m ,\u015fimdi ben ona g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6steririm merak etme sen haydi sen maman\u0131 ye&#8221; dedi. Ama tombi\u015f i\u00e7 \u00e7ekerek g\u00f6z\u00fcne bak\u0131p duruyor mamas\u0131n\u0131 yemiyordu.Ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n yerinden kalk\u0131p kap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131ndaki Mahsuncan&#8221;a;&#8221; Sen benim k\u0131z\u0131ma ne yapt\u0131n k\u00f6t\u00fc kedi!Defol d\u0131\u015far\u0131! K\u0131z\u0131m gitmeden eve ad\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 atma&#8221; dedi Tu\u011fba&#8221;ya duyura duyura, kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, Mahsuncan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kedinin d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131yla babannesi Tu\u011fba&#8221;ya &#8220;Hadi maman\u0131 ye k\u0131z\u0131m. Bak ben onu kovdum&#8221; dedi. Zaten uyku vakti gelen Tu\u011fba uykuya dald\u0131 . Her on dakikada panikle a\u011flayarak kalk\u0131yor ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131na sar\u0131l\u0131p yeniden uykuya dal\u0131yordu. \u0130ki saat b\u00f6yle ge\u00e7ti&#8230;<br \/>\nAnnesi ve babas\u0131 geldi\u011finde tu\u011fba her ikisine olay\u0131 anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 dilinin d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kadar. Yaras\u0131na onlarda birer \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurdular. Ama Mahsuncan&#8221;\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131 ve ondan bir k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck gelmeyece\u011fini bildiklerinden bu olay\u0131n Tu\u011fba i\u00e7in ne ifade etti\u011fini bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc anlayamad\u0131lar.Getirdikleri pamuk \u015fekeri verdiler. Kar\u0131 koca onu izlediler ama al\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 o hapur hupur yeme manzaras\u0131ndan eser yoktu. &#8220;Hasta herhalde!&#8221; dedi annesi ate\u015fine bak\u0131p, &#8220;Biraz ate\u015fi var benim minik k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n. Eve gidelim bir \u015furup i\u00e7sin hi\u00e7 bir\u015feyi kalmaz .&#8221;<br \/>\nO k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck y\u00fcrek ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 olay\u0131n etkisinden zamanla yava\u015f yava\u015f kendi ba\u015f\u0131na kurtulmak zorundayd\u0131. \u00c7ok sevdi\u011fi anne baba ve babannesi onu hi\u00e7 anlam\u0131yordu, anlayamayacaklard\u0131 da.. Ama o onlar\u0131 \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi ve onlara \u00e7ok g\u00fcvendi\u011fi i\u00e7in onlar\u0131n bunu anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor b\u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek onunda i\u015fine geliyordu. Onlar\u0131n sevgi dolu bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan bu manay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu .<br \/>\nOlaydan sonra \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn geceleri a\u011flayarak yata\u011f\u0131ndan f\u0131rlad\u0131. Annesi onu koynuna al\u0131p uyuttu&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8220;D\u00fcnya tatl\u0131s\u0131 sevimli k\u0131z! Allah yard\u0131mc\u0131n olsun y\u00fcz\u00fcnden g\u00fcl\u00fcc\u00fck kalbinden umut eksik olmas\u0131n!&#8230;..&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>26.05.2006<br \/>\nHilmi ER\u00c7ELEB\u0130<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.kafiye.net\">www.kafiye.net<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>TU\u011eBA&#8217;NIN ZOR G\u00dcN\u00dc K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu olan Tu\u011fba kocaman siyah zeytin g\u00f6zl\u00fc tombi\u015f tombi\u015f yanakl\u0131yd\u0131. Dalgal\u0131 sar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131 omuzlar\u0131na d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Daha \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda Rabbim ne g\u00fczel yaratm\u0131\u015f. D\u00fcnyay\u0131 istese veresi gelir insan\u0131n. Annesi babas\u0131 be\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k evli g\u00fczel insanlard\u0131; Tu\u011fba da ALLAH&#8217;\u0131n onlara bir ikram\u0131. O g\u00fcn Tu\u011fba&#8217;n\u0131n babas\u0131 ile annesi Ay\u015feg\u00fcl \u00fc\u00e7 ayl\u0131k [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[37],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-124","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-oykulerhilmiercelebi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/124","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=124"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/124\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=124"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=124"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kafiye.net\/2011\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=124"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}